It has been 5 months with Bell's Palsy. I have thought of coming up with a better name for it. Like "Old Droopy", "Mr. Can't Smile Syndrome", or "I Freaking Hate It".
One person thought I had dental work, most try to be polite and not mention it. I cannot whistle. I cannot blow the paper off a straw. If I need to spit (and I know that it is gross, but when a bug flies in your mouth during mowing, what else can you do), I cannot. Speaking sometime hurts. My eye still leaks constantly, and needs drops during the day.
It is better. But, like today, it is annoying. I looked at the graduation photo, with Mrs. Not the Junior Senator, The boy who is now a college graduate, and me, "Mr. McHangy Face" and I was reminded how much I hate this.
It sucks. Sucks. SUCKS.
But other than that, and the fact that I am worn out from moving Graduate Boy this week, plus other things, everything is going good.
thoughts about life, church stuff, and other things.
About Me
- Not the Junior Senator from Illinois
- I wish I could do more to help others. I cannot. What little I do is never enough. But I wish it were.
Now Kev,
ReplyDeletehoney most of life Sucks for most of the people in the world, but remember God LOVES our sense of humor and sometimes I think he pushes the envelope so to speak when he thinks we need to step back and perhaps take stock of things in our lives. I want to know who do you think gave that kitten in the picture the tuf he has. I know that cosmetically we all want to look normal look at me I hate being a whale but Kev seriously you are so loved and if you would just let God stay in your mind and think of the funny things and stop letting satan tell you the stupid and ugly things that he wants you to believe people are saying or thinking. Kev you are the greatest, the best, the most wonderful, fun, heartfelt person I know but on the down side you are just as bad as I am as letting satan make you believe you are worthless when brother we are two of the best people GOD has created...He gave us LOVE, COMPASSION, HUMOR, SENSABILITY, HONOR, HUMANITY, KINDNESS, UNDERSTANDING, SYMPATHY, EMPATHY, ABILITY, AND THE BEST OF ALL ABILITY TO LAUGH AT OURSELVES!!!! Also the aptitude to know when satan is trying to bring us down and take us away from our Fathers love. Don't let it happen. Don't hate that picture Love it because you were still alive and breathing and able to see your Andrew Graduate from College not all our kids got that chance. So LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU ALL APRIL.......MY SERMON IS NOW DONE PLEASE SEND ALL OFFERINGS TO MY HOME ADDRESS AND MAKE SURE THEY ARE LARGE CAUSE i AM POOR lol